I have reasons.
Such as the friends I had when I was on here have long since vanished. I can still talk to them but we have somewhat drifted apart and It somewhat shreds me up inside when I see them come on and realize that I haven't spoke to them in easily over a year. I look through my favourites and see the art pieces I favourites from their profiles have been put into storage and I realize that they have moved on.
Truth be told, I am glad they have moved on. To my knowledge one of them is living a nice life with her girlfriend, I really do wish them luck with their future together. I've known this girl for 8 years...
Holy shit... I've known Amie for 8 years. I used to speak to Amie every single day I came on, it cheered me up to see her cheer up and that was my job. I cheered her up when she was down. I essentially watched this girl grow up from a teenager up to an adult. I honestly do miss talking with her and I do wish I had went to some of the Expo's in London just to see her. Nothing else just her.
I knew a girl called Chloe, years ago. I met her on Habbo Hotel. (Yay...) She was like my best friend I knew at the time and then of course she changed. I didn't mind that she changed but it was for the worst. She fell in with the wrong crowd, abusing drugs, alcohol and such. Hell everything about her was different and I said to myself "What happened to the Chloe I knew?" I was sad, the times I spent with her cheering her up as well was all for naught. I don't even know if she is alive any more. I know this is sad but I miss the time where she asked for my number so that she could spend 2 hours on the phone just chatting and such. I almost remember every word she said.
Laura... One of the girls I really loved online not as in "love love" but actually cared for, she was fun and joyful at all times. Barely ever a shred of sadness in her that she showed. She vented her sadness and anger out into artwork and it was always so amazing to look at and of course the majority of these pieces are now in storage.
I know they say that women mature faster than men and I never did believe it since I was always the mature one out of my friends... but now I do agree with it, they have grown up and started their own lives. While I'm left here... so I say this one final time.
Goodbye DeviantArt, I had a good few years on you but as of now. I am going to hopefully start my own life. One that doesn't result in me being alone at the end of the day with no one to call my own.
If you want to reach me you can reach me by Skype at: Tyrannosaurus.Jew. Oh yeah another thing... my name is Chris and I'm signing off.